so the newest new about me is I've hit a new low that allows me to be so depressed i physical feel sick and can't eat.

 

this is caused by my father who has been acting like a dick. he wrapped his hands around my mothers throat and was about to hit her until i walked in. he yelled at me to get a job.

 

ya I'm getting a job, we discussed this together on Monday that on Saturday i was giving out resumes in town.

 

he took my allowance away because he needs it....hm for what booze, smokes or gas money for driving to the store to buy booze or smokes. my dads an ass.

 

what hurt the most was when he said you should be more like your cousin, oh that really makes me not be depressed and what to be blond big boobed smart gorgeous fun girl that everyone wants to be around.

 

i haven't eaten more then 200 calories in the past 3 days. i haven't eaten anything all day and its six already...my dads a fucking  prick who knows i have an eating disorder and I'm starting to think he doesn't care if i lived or died. that's how he makes me feel.