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Ok so I actually met a guy I think is attractive, this does not happen often. I’m extremely picky. He’s my friend franks older brother. So he’s my age, 18. He’s half native Indian and Irish. I love it. He’s skater hot. He’s got the built I love. Mmm he’s so cute. I thought to my self this night will be fun now…haha.
Usually I get shy and quite but I was getting high on weed laced with honey oil. I had been drinking so it definitely was a party. My friend Emily was so drunk and high on weed and she spent the nights in the wash room sniffing adrenaline…but that left me alone with him (brad). He started talking to me or I started talking to him, can’t recall. I play the sarcastic humor/ cool buddy personality card to reel the hottie in. I find that if you’re the annoying drunken girl that’s clingy the guy might fuck you but leave the moment he does. Anyways I ate nothing the whole night just smoked up and had a lot of cigs and drank to vexes. It was a good night and I felt confident….I haven’t in so long.
We didn’t kiss at all but he wanted me to share his bed when we crashed. When he thought I was asleep he kissed my forehead. No one could get any sleep because my friend wouldn’t shut up. So we talked more then I sat up for a cigarette. He kept looking at me. So I looked at him and said “what?” he broke into his devilish smirk “nothing.” It was so cute I could help my self I just had to kiss him. So I bent down and kissed him, this is unlike me but heck it was just one of those nights, what can I say. After that all he wanted do was make out…I had to play tired. But then I actually fell asleep. I wok up at like 11 am and I decided us girl had to leave so Trish called her mom. I crawled over him, with his eyes glued to me. I kissed him good by and said” it was nice meeting you, even thought I’ll probably never see you again.” He grabbed my hand and replied “I smiled and was about to shut the door but he said” wait, frank put your shoes on, were going to wait with you guys till your ride comes.” So he did. Then when my ride comes I was crossing the road and he said “were going to do this again soon” I replied “most definitely.” I laughed.
Usually I’m the girl that all shy but at party’s I’m the complete opposite. Usually I care way too much about how fat I am. When he was feeling tummy I would suck in so I didn’t have any extra fat. I purposely didn’t leave my number or face book so he would think that I wasn’t easy( I kept my legs shut at least, I’m still a virgin.) also I came across as a mystery, keep him guessing. I take it if he’s really interested he can ask frank to get intouch with me or something. If nothing happens then oh well.
- Mood:
contemplative
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