so it hurts to say that i broke my self...yep you read that right. i thought that i would try to eat more well i hate it like i hate looking at fat people or the fat on me. oh and i also gained back the 4 pounds i worked so hard to lose. now I'm back to square one. i haven't eaten that much ever....a little exaggeration.

 

new plan affected immediately:

 

07:15 AM            Apple Cinnamon Tea

 

12:00 Pm            Diet Pepsi 1/2

 

02:47 PM            Diet Pepsi 1/2

 

04:00 PM            Vanilla Tea

 

06:00 PM            stick of low fat cheese/cracker/Bottle of Water

 

09:00 Pm            Bottle of water

 

10:00 Pm            hour workout

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so now there is this guy from my church who likes me..supposedly but hes cute and my friends brother. ya i got teased today. whats the deal of my friends older brothers liking me...hello I'm fat...can't they see that...don't they care...its pathetic. actually the pathetic part is that he got his mom who is my moms friend to plan a lunch date..with the 4 of us...is this guy for real. hes really shy...I'm kind of not wanting anything . that's a first for me I'm single and not wanting anything. last month that's all i wanted and where did that get me. fat that's what.

 

for the girls who actually read my nonsense thanks...it keeps me going.

 

height=5 foot

cw  = 104

gw1= 95

gw2= 90

 

pounds left to go= 9 pounds

pounds to 2 goal= 14 pounds

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