OK so i have been really bad this week when it comes to working out. i usually burn around 300 and more a day. lately it has been 150 the most. at least I'm still burning. i have just been so sick. I've shitted natural everyday...diareea and its from this flue....its like a natural laxative. I've done good to eat ting 400 and less mostly in the 250's everyday...today was my worst...400...i feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it.

 

doesn't really matter anymore to dwell..i don't feel like getting depressed about I did manage to lose another pound so i started of on day on 107 pounds and today is day 8 and I'm 102 pounds. so I've lost 5 pounds...without working out alot but can you imagine how much I'd lose if i was to workout like i do when I'm healthy...woot woot double that. well my goal was to lose 6 pounds in 10 days and I've lost 5 in 8 days so if i fast tomorrow and actually workout i should be able to do this.

 

also i went to the doc today and he measured  me. i ended up being 4'9 not 5 foot like i thought. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttttttttt. that means that i truly am over weight. what a big wake up call. my parents are always your perfect...ya I'm your daughter..you think i am cause your blinded by the truth or you lie ether one. so my healthy weight is around 90 and 88 so 102 is def over weight...well off to plan another fast into this moth...hoe i keep to it...

at least now i know i'm not seeing a lie when i look in the mirror!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

think thin

bikini season soon.