Its so frustrating

I’m not loosing wait but my metabolism is fine

I know this cause I can eat whatever I want and it’s burned away and I don’t even have to work out. That sounds great except I’m fat. I have to go to a party…that’s nothing new I always go to party’s but I want to be the thinnest cause thin girls attract the better looking guys.

 

My mother thinks I need to date which is not the case. I need to lose weight so I feel (feel confident) I don’t want to be fat anymore. I’m not loosing fast enough and I know why. I have been lacking energy lately. So I’ve decided to by caffeine pills. So I can workout. I got a lot of blood taken to find out what’s wrong with my balance. Girls I have no balance…when I walk you would think I was drunk…it’s crazy.

 

Well I have a month and a half before I run out of time before prom.

Bikini season.