OK so I'm angry..yes pi-st off with this hole gaining loosing process...that week i lost 7 pounds...then my mother made me eat a hole Wendy's #2 meal and she wouldn't let me get the tangerine slices instead of french fries. i weighted my self this morning and i gained 3 pounds back.

 

prom is coming up...i have about a month nd a half to lose weight. so I'm umber determined cause last year i didn't go to prom because i didn't reach even close to my goal. I'm not letting that happen this time. i just can't.

 

    to help motivate me i made up a contract and got my mom to sign it. it basically Say's if i do not workout on the star master for at least 40 Minuit's, do my 0 Minuit walk at 7:00 Pm and my hour workout at 10:00 pm i do not get my 40 $ allowance. I'm still going to eat 200 calz the most which i have no problem doing...so that my motivation...i hate this platue I'm at..100 to 105 pound constantly...i must reach 85 pounds...no lower...i know I'll least reach 90 pounds...

 

    i even took out my prom dress and hung it up on my bunk bed so I'll always See it and be motivated...

 

    I will not be fatty chrisa in a prom dress...if I'm not at least 90 pounds then I'm just not worthy of attending prom.