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its crazy
this bobby-gorge kid will not stop texting me
i'm not used to that
i actully don't like him enough to date him and i know thats what he wants
i just want to be friends
brock told him i'm a tease so don't exspect anything
its true i am
I just flirt and kiss aguy when i'm lonely and at a party but i never sleep with him
i'm still a virgin/ i plan on keeping that
oh come on all my friends are mostly guys...i chill all the time with them
there all like brothers to me mostly
the guy i like right now is travis or ian
both are friends who i would date
its just so messed up
isn't it mostly always like that?
the ones you like never like you and the ones you don't like want you
sometimes though the chemestry does happen
thats what i'm waiting for
i gained 2 pounds back this weekend.
i planned that actully cause i'm only 100 pounds and i can loose the 2 pounds fast
it was mothers day
i had to eat
though eating turned to binging which sucks
today is a none eating day of course that means a fast. why wouldn't it.
i'll be 94 by next monday
i just know it
i beliave it will happen
so it will
i'm not hungry
oh and tonight i have to walk into town and back to get a new bottle of tums...m can't wait
tums is so good at supressing hunger
if you eat one a day its realy not that bad for you!
xoxo
chrisa
xoxo
chrisa
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